hm... was busy the past few days so didn't blog...

haha..izit mi hu cause the friendship to strain?? mayb it is my fault.. everytime i c my frenz, they'll start to ask abt her... haha dunno how to reply, i juz say er i nv meet her , i dunno. sometimes juz feel lyk tellin another fren of my the prob but i juz dunno where to start. i tt i could put it aside for awhile but i can't. where has the old emilyn gone?? where??

my mood swings realli badly recently.. i'm realli veri sorry hope u guys weren't affected by it. i wanna get mi real self back.

sept holi was b a busy holi haha.. camps, chalet, cruise, night cyclin, ferex so excited