y m i feelin so emo recently..i tt i alread let it go le.. ccl call mi ask mi whr i wanna go celebrate thuan;s b;dae... i say anythin ... but she'll b goin too.. i dunno if i shld go..i scared it;ll b awkward for the guys.. i dun lyk tis feelin.. i dun wanna the friendship..i took the initiative but she didn;t bother.. y m i always thinkin how she feels when i doubt she;ll care abt how i felt..

i ask afew ppl if i shld go n they ask mi to go..n if i felt uncomfortable then i say i hav smth on..head is spinnin..wats happnin to mi..things doesn;t seem to b rite..but thanks i still hav my frenz there for mi..

y m i so weak.. y m i such a cry baby.. i wan mi back..i will not care abt it..im juz afraid of thur... anw i hav given up le so i dun care abt her le..

frenship can b so vulnerable:) ..but i'll treasure the frenz ard mi..thanks peeps..u make my life shine

to roller n eddie sorry after i came back frm cruise seldom meet up wif u all..shall meet up wif u guys more often